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I've been flooded with various emotions the last two days. I've felt extreme pain, utter depression, complete emptiness, and guilt. Even with experiencing that gamut I just can't imagine the pain that my friends, the Havivy's, have gone through. It's that moment that's the most telling though, the moment right when you get the bad news....
I ran. I went outside and ran and ran, and sobbed a few blocks from my house. I wished that I had done more, I wished that I could've spent more time with the family as well as Kiki, I wished that there was a miracle or an opportunity for me to change places with her. I coughed and vomited, then returned home exhausted and empty.
As most of you reading this know, little Kiki succumbed to cancer on the 7th of June after battling it for years. Her family did everything in their power to help her in whatever way they could. Thanks to Tara Strong, more and more bronies became aware of her and banded together to help the family. This included a few people whom I met and are proud to call friends. We had planned a charity album to raise funds and awareness. We had meet-ups where we raffled off items to raise funds and awareness. We tweeted, posted statuses, called people, sent letters, and did everything we could think of to help that little angel.
But she left us. Though I'm thankful she's not in any pain anymore, I can't believe she's in a better place. The best place she could possibly be would be in her family's arms, happy and smiling. And it kills me that she's not there. And it kills me. And I can't possibly imagine how much worse it must feel for the Havivy's. All I know is that they are incredibly strong people who will help each other in this horrible time, and that the amount of love they all possess is utterly astonishing.
So please, bronies, never forget Kiki or the Havivy family. Send them your love at kikiandami on twitter. Let's take this experience and let's do something incredible with it. Help out at a Ronald McDonald House, give blood, volunteer at a hospital, donate to Cancer Research, and send your love to all those incredible people out there who are suffering from cancer or lost a loved one to it. If there's one thing we bronies have in abundance, it's love....and never be afraid to share that. Your cup runneth over and shall never empty, bronies.
I love and miss Kiki terribly, and I know that regardless of the amount of time I spent with her it would've never been enough. I love the Havivy family with all my heart, and I know that they know I'm here for them.
Sorry if this has become disjointed, but I'm currently sobbing over typing this. All I can really say is goodbye. Goodbye sleeping, beauty. Goodbye, you precious wonderful loving girl. You went too soon but you left a mark on all of our hearts. I'll never forget you.
Rest in peace.
I ran. I went outside and ran and ran, and sobbed a few blocks from my house. I wished that I had done more, I wished that I could've spent more time with the family as well as Kiki, I wished that there was a miracle or an opportunity for me to change places with her. I coughed and vomited, then returned home exhausted and empty.
As most of you reading this know, little Kiki succumbed to cancer on the 7th of June after battling it for years. Her family did everything in their power to help her in whatever way they could. Thanks to Tara Strong, more and more bronies became aware of her and banded together to help the family. This included a few people whom I met and are proud to call friends. We had planned a charity album to raise funds and awareness. We had meet-ups where we raffled off items to raise funds and awareness. We tweeted, posted statuses, called people, sent letters, and did everything we could think of to help that little angel.
But she left us. Though I'm thankful she's not in any pain anymore, I can't believe she's in a better place. The best place she could possibly be would be in her family's arms, happy and smiling. And it kills me that she's not there. And it kills me. And I can't possibly imagine how much worse it must feel for the Havivy's. All I know is that they are incredibly strong people who will help each other in this horrible time, and that the amount of love they all possess is utterly astonishing.
So please, bronies, never forget Kiki or the Havivy family. Send them your love at kikiandami on twitter. Let's take this experience and let's do something incredible with it. Help out at a Ronald McDonald House, give blood, volunteer at a hospital, donate to Cancer Research, and send your love to all those incredible people out there who are suffering from cancer or lost a loved one to it. If there's one thing we bronies have in abundance, it's love....and never be afraid to share that. Your cup runneth over and shall never empty, bronies.
I love and miss Kiki terribly, and I know that regardless of the amount of time I spent with her it would've never been enough. I love the Havivy family with all my heart, and I know that they know I'm here for them.
Sorry if this has become disjointed, but I'm currently sobbing over typing this. All I can really say is goodbye. Goodbye sleeping, beauty. Goodbye, you precious wonderful loving girl. You went too soon but you left a mark on all of our hearts. I'll never forget you.
Rest in peace.
In Memoriam.
My grandfather was an incredible human being. He was always kind and compassionate around us grandchildren, and though he had made poor choices earlier on in life before we all came into being…. He learned from them all and grew, letting us learn the lessons he wish he had earlier in his life. When he got caught accidentally using a racial slur in an old time song, he’d apologize for it and I can’t recall him ever singing the song in the original way. He cared enough about us to want us to be better. And being a little bit better every single day is something we should all ascribe to.
He lived. If he had a moment of spare
Autobiography Prologue (preview)
When I first started my journey into the brony culture, I didn’t know what I would find. I was honestly open to anything that I may come across. Being naturally painfully shy was a challenge, but it seemed that brony conventions allowed me to throw away the robe of self-doubt and just be myself. I hope you enjoy this book, dear reader. Inside you’ll find the good and bad about my experiences with the fandom.
You’ll read about me seeing a brony celebrity naked, you’ll read about the drama produced by different parties that boiled over at a few conventions, you’ll read about people who have given their all
Preview: Chapter 1 (Autobiography)
The journey on my path to becoming a brony and who I am today right after I finished my third episode viewing of the show. But let’s go back a little before that and see who I was…
I was always quiet in High School. I had a small handful of friends and found that I’d rather spend time with myself than party with the others. I’d go to football games as member of the band, but I never really enjoyed the experience. I’d play so quiet as to not cut off another player and so no one would notice me. I’d hope for the defeat of our team so I wouldn’t have to take another 6 hour drive out to some town for a
Getting ready for your first pony convention!
So this is it! You've decided that you want to go to a "My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic" convention. Well hold up a little, my friend. Let me give you a few ins and outs of the convention circuit so you can get the most enjoyment out of it.
First off, no convention is going to be 'perfect'. Things go wrong for both the attendees and the convention throwers. My first convention was BronyCon 2012; and anyone who was there can probably attest that the printing of badges was pretty.... well, slow. Rather than complain and moan for the two hours we waited in line, we sang and had a blast! Taking into consideration that this was the first time
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I like to believe that we get to live in our dreams upon passing over. Perhaps Kiki is now in a world with her parents and family made up to be like whatever she found most enjoyable while here on earth.